Where are you?
I seem to have lost you.
I see you in spits and spurts…
but, I think you’ve moved to the passenger seat.
I seem to resist you not being here.
I seem to be unwilling to be okay with you in the passenger seat.
What would it mean to be okay with a lack of drive?
It would mean I get to do nothing or something whenever I feel like it.
It would mean I trust that it will come when I need it.
It would mean that some days I am in full throttle…
and some days I am in idle…
and some I am on cruise control.
What is wrong with that?
I don’t know?
Somehow I’ve been believing that it isn’t right.
I am choosing for this moment to believe that it is quite all right…
and, in fact, necessary to replenish my systems for my next full throttle experience.
I like that thought.
Posted on April 7, 2011, in Uncategorized and tagged Choose, Everyday Life, Flow, Grace, Procrastination, Self Trust. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.
So thoughtful – you’ve captured the thoughts in between moments…the ones that seem to flit by. Lovely!